Thursday, June 18, 2009

PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS...

Wish there was even a single person who could really understand me..or is it that I have some sort of problem thats y everyone refuses to understand me...I want to share my heart out...but with whom........
I wish of all the friends I have, there was even a single frnd who cud share my burden...I wish my mum could understand me n cuddle me...I wish my husband could understand the real deep down inside of me..but alas! The world is moving so fast no one has time for me. to stop by my side and help me outa this blue- grey mood of mine...looking back I realize I was someone always loved and cared for...have I changed or has the world changed...

I want a break...want to go n fly in open..want to enjoy and get away with all that has happened in the past...I want to b alone and explore the world..I want to b alone with my self...

I want to b me....the sweet n innocent me...that I was....I want to be happy...happy...wat is happiness...happiness comes when we r with our loved ones..but when loved ones flunk 2 love u then what.....why is every one so busy.. have people forgot what love is or they pretending not to know...have my frnds forgot what frndship is..or have they forgot me...or is it that m really busy n I think vise verse..

whatever it is...is making me insane .. demented ..and at the same time arrogant...my mood swings will swing me some day...


m confused...help me oh god...to find the pursuit...the pursuit of happiness...




8 comments:

  1. You don't find the pursuit of happiness. You don't wait for it, either. You search deep into your soul to pinpoint what is it exactly that will make you happy, and you begin your pursuit =)

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  2. @ nidhi : thanx a lot babe!!!!

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  3. @ david : very true..thanx 4 d advice...god bless!!!

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  4. The strangest part of a human life is that one is haunted by their past, keep preparing for the future but forgets to live in the present.

    Happiness, is always there in front of our eyes. One just needs to change their viewpoint.

    Hope you find what you are looking for.

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  5. How are you? I would say the happiness is nothing but being in peace without worrying too much. Try to be yourself simple. And i have updated my blog.

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  6. hang in there girl the same thing happened to me and i went to god for help to peace out and God bless--Rick

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