Thursday, June 18, 2009

PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS...

Wish there was even a single person who could really understand me..or is it that I have some sort of problem thats y everyone refuses to understand me...I want to share my heart out...but with whom........
I wish of all the friends I have, there was even a single frnd who cud share my burden...I wish my mum could understand me n cuddle me...I wish my husband could understand the real deep down inside of me..but alas! The world is moving so fast no one has time for me. to stop by my side and help me outa this blue- grey mood of mine...looking back I realize I was someone always loved and cared for...have I changed or has the world changed...

I want a break...want to go n fly in open..want to enjoy and get away with all that has happened in the past...I want to b alone and explore the world..I want to b alone with my self...

I want to b me....the sweet n innocent me...that I was....I want to be happy...happy...wat is happiness...happiness comes when we r with our loved ones..but when loved ones flunk 2 love u then what.....why is every one so busy.. have people forgot what love is or they pretending not to know...have my frnds forgot what frndship is..or have they forgot me...or is it that m really busy n I think vise verse..

whatever it is...is making me insane .. demented ..and at the same time arrogant...my mood swings will swing me some day...


m confused...help me oh god...to find the pursuit...the pursuit of happiness...